?
I thought that you were going to finish reading The Penultimate Truth?
Well I also want to have the computer on,
and as soon as I turn it on I start to want to do web site things
or just writing for nothing in particular now.
However I have just been typing today
and it was nice to see the type stuff working
and thinking about all of the type that he has.
It makes me want to be just making books and interesting objects
out of paper and with the words.
So perhaps I ought to be doing that instead.
But I would rather just sit.
It is awfully cold in the studio today,
considering that it is supposed to be sunny.

It is off and on with him,
I just need to learn,
to not get so mightily excited,
imagining things that I think might happen,
that will never.

I waste a lot of my time,
just sitting doing nothing,
or reading,
when I ought to be out working,
or doing something good,
that someone notices and enjoys,
instead of just sitting doing nothing,
that no body enjoys,
or hears,
or wants to hear and look at,
instead of just sitting doing nothing,
instead of self loathing,
pity,
pitying,
my bloody valentine were good,
partnership cards are good,
you are good,
I am good,
(I can see it,
but I can't feel it).